And so, as a creative way of returning to Xanga, (but I'll be more active on myspace...) I shall post something that Summarizes what I've gone though mentally through the past 7 months.
"anachronism of just" - written by the tk you all know and love dearly.
Pathetic plea.
Pathetic plea
Self-evident declaration
Punctuated despair and pathetic plea
Rhetorical question and wishful thinking
Pathetic plea and self-evident futility
Pause and resumption
Plaintive self-pity
Pause and resumption
Awareness and interest
Sudden realization and flood of jubilance
Second and self-evident declaration
Self-reassurance and calmness
Awareness and suspicion
Nonspecifically directed interrogative
Quasi-specifically directed interrogative and wishful thinking
Reckless presumption and exuberance
Quasi-specifically directed interrogative
Relation-creative-purposive address and wavering certainty
Pause and closer inspection
Awareness and corollary certainty
Quasi-specifically directed interrogative, extended presumption, uncertainty, and
incipient inquietude
Awareness and reflex panic
Nonspecifically directed imperative directive, growing panic, and wishful thinking
Reflex defensive assertion and specifically directed, imbedded directive
Plaintive plea, specifically directed, elliptical imperative directive, deplorable
capitulation, and fear
Plaintive plea, specifically directed, imperative directive, and unmitigated fear
Awareness, plaintive plea, specifically directed, elliptical imperative directive and
Recoil
Nonspecifically directed declaration
Imperative directive and indifference
Specifically directed interrogative, information interrogative
Rhetorical question and scorn
Reflex defensive assertion and disconcertedness
Complacent declaration and haughtiness
Ruffled retort and slight exasperation
Complacent, rhetorical question and indifference
Punchy, reflex dismissal and assertive interrogative
Rhetorical question and vestigial condescension
Internal conflict and strained suppression of ire
Self-satisfaction and pleasure
Earnest interrogative
Reflex ludicrous response
Rebuff and strained patience
Self-righteous clarification, feigned admiration, and slight exasperation
Declaration, disapproval, and mild annoyance
Snappy retort and scorn
Pause and discomfiture
Indifference
Declaration and impatience
Malicious, absurd suggestion
Pause and frustration
Supercilious explanation
Helplessness and dissatisfaction
Dismissal and indifference
Earnest opinion
Complacent, self-evident declaration
Tested tolerance
Indifference
Nonspecifically directed rhetorical question, befuddlement, and slight exasperation
Sudden expletive and flood of annoyance
Preplanned self-assured clarification and latent affront
Indirect plaintive declaration and annoyance
Childish declaration of self-exculpation
Brusque imperative directive and dismissal
Semi-interested interrogative, information interrogative, and blatant check
Patronizing reminder
Interrogative and skepticism
Patronizing reminder and deliberate condescension
Derisive rhetorical question, slight amusement, and intimated challenge
Rhetorical question, information interrogative, and contemptuousness
Complacent observance and purposive display
Self-righteous retort, contemptuousness, and intimated challenge
Disappointment and frustration
Internal revel
Solemn declaration, indirect caution, and hint directive
Complacent declaration, haughtiness, imperative directive, disdain
Ire
Self-assuredness and indifference
Nonspecifically directed rhetorical question, information interrogative, and curiosity
Sudden expletive, imbedded imperative directive, and annoyance
Hasty declaration and mitigating clarification
Complacent declaration, exasperation, and need directive
Interrogative and lurking suspicion
Reflex argumentative assertion and intimated challenge
Calm declaration and casual dismissal
Overly agreeable concurrence, brusquely feigned deference, and blatant causticity
Scrutinizing exclamation and marvel
Sudden expletive, condescension, and voluminous annoyance
Awkward concession, shock, and fading effervescence
Directive with imbedded threat and annoyance
Mitigating concession and daunt
Disgust
Discomfiture and uncertainty
Pause and mild annoyance
Awareness and curiosity
Blunt dismissal, imperative directive, and annoyance
Approving exclamation and admiration
Offhand derogatory dismissal and pomposity
Adverse skepticism
Authoritative directive
Considerate interrogative, suggestive reminder, skepticism, and latent criticism
Dictatorial dismissal and didactic explanation
Doubt
Assurance and disdainfulness
Conceded accordance
Authoritative directive and eagerness
Casual acknowledgement
Directive and disdain
Casual acknowledgement and agreement
Stalwart declaration and biased speculation
Earnest declaration, reminder, intimated compromise, and purposive check
Self-assured declaration, anticipation, stimulation, and deliberate inattention
Hesitance and mistrust
Self-important dismissal and indifference
Callous acknowledgement
Nonspecifically directed declaration, consideration, and interest
Jeering declaration, hint directive, and purposive interference
Self-assured dismissal and disregard
Specifically directed interrogative and agitation
Rhetorical question and smugness
Imperative directive and testiness
Mitigating concession, surprise, elliptical imperative directive, and fading
effervescence
Critical declaration, referential reminder, and implied, imputed warning
Pause, surprise, and uncertainty
Critical declaration, indirect plaintive declaration, and anger
Preplanned explanation, wishful thinking, declaration of self-exculpation
Derisive rhetorical question, implied, imputed warning, and intimated challenge
Mitigating clarification, referential reminder, steadiness, and slight humor
Quasi-patronizing declaration, implied, imputed warning, hint directive, and hesitancy
Mitigating ludicrous explanation, imperative directive, and humor
Rebuff, false concession, latent affront, and dissatisfaction
Mitigating concession, passive directive, and declaration
Specifically directed interrogative, suspicion, and self-satisfaction
Reflex ludicrous response and feigned benevolence
Scorn and doubt
Mitigating explanation and impeding reminder
Interrogative and curiosity
Declaration and pensiveness
Quasi-dismissal, jeering reminder, and humor
Sudden interrogative, deliberate deference, and intimated challenge
Pause, uncertainty, and fruitlessness
Self-evident, didactic declaration
Brusque correction and purposive interference
Preplanned explanation, smugness, declaration of self-exculpation
Derisive interrogative, information interrogative, and intimated challenge
Patronizing reminder
Critical declaration, false concession, curiosity, latent affront, and dissatisfaction
Preplanned clarification and intimated challenge
Derisive rhetorical question
Didactic quotation, pride, and imbedded excuse
Interrogative, curiosity, and reflex defensive protest
Patronizing reminder
Critical interrogative, curiosity, mistrust, and amusement
Calm directive and smugness
Reflex dismissal, aloofness, and quasi-patronizing reminder
Preplanned explanation, imperative directive, calmness, and high hopes
Deferential interrogative, interest, uncertainty, and closer inspection
Stalwart declaration, biased opinion, deliberate denigration, and pleasure
Awareness, shock, and disgust
Casual acknowledgement and internal revel
Sudden exclamation, suspicion, internal conflict
Didactic declaration, stalwart proposition, biased conclusion, and disdain
Passive declaration, imbedded concurrence, and resigned admission
Stalwart declaration, self-assuredness, and accusation with finality
Earnest opinion, hesitancy, and internal struggle
Didactic quotation, self-assuredness, and insinuation of stalwart conclusion
Earnest opinion, hint directive and implied, imputed warning
Specifically directed information interrogative and annoyance
Imperative directive, deliberate neglect, and gravity
Elliptical interrogative and dismissive boredom
Imperative directive and suspicion
Contempt
Elliptical interrogative, tested tolerance, imbedded warning
Interrogative, smugness, and disinterest
Critical declaration, imbedded, imputed warning, and anger
Preplanned explanation, wishful thinking, declaration of self-exculpation
Derisive rhetorical question, implied, imputed warning, and intimated challenge
Mitigating clarification, referential reminder, and steadiness
Declaration and hint directive
Stalwart declaration and exasperation
Lingering suspicion
Declaration of self-exculpation and bloated patriotism
Uncertainty and discomfiture
Elliptical interrogative, imbedded challenge, and skepticism
Information, interrogative and anger
Derisive declaration and scorn
Defensive declaration and denial
Condescending declaration and false sympathy
Stalwart declaration and sudden annoynace
Patronizing declaration, mock deference, and self-assured dismissal
Self-righteous retort, contemptuousness, and intimated challenge
Indignance and annoyance
Smugness and imbedded challenge
Mitigating concession, sudden interest, hint directive, and interrogative
Complacent declaration
Calm declaration and latent affront
Pause and frustration
Elliptical interrogative and mild curiosity
Calm declaration and patronizing reminder
Marked satisfaction
Casual interest
Rhetorical interrogative, hint directive, and high hopes
Denial, interest, and dread
Imperative directive, smugness, and pleasure
Imperative directive and suspicion
Preplanned explanation and information declaration
Awareness, numbness, and shock
Eager anticipation and giddiness
Elliptical interrogative, imbedded challenge, suppressed disdain, and dismissal
Casual acknowledgement and internal revel
Interrogative, numbness, and suspicion
Preplanned explanation and information declaration
Passive declaration and internal conflict
Interrogative, stalwart proposition, biased conclusion, and superiority
Passive declaration, defiance
Overly agreeable concurrence, brusquely feigned deference, condescension, and blatant
sarcasm
Calm declaration
Didactic quotation, bias, and superciliousness
Denial, irritation, and patronizing reminder
Stalwart declaration, self-assuredness, and accusation with finality
Earnest opinion, hesitancy, and internal struggle
Didactic quotation, self-assuredness, and insinuation of stalwart conclusion
Pause, uncertainty, and fruitlessness
Imperative directive and undaunted dismissal
Pause and reluctance
Obstinacy, anticipation, and implied, imputed challenge
Grudgingly conceded accordance
Specifically directed interrogative, information directive, agitation, and slight
exasperation
Awareness, declaration, alarm, fading confidence
Hint directive, urgency, and disbelief.
Concurrence and acknowledgement
Awareness and interrogative
Consideration and dismissal
Pause and assent
Discomfiture
Awareness, specifically directed interrogative, information directive, and dread
Uncertainty, anxiety, and reluctance
Information interrogative and suspicion
Specifically directed, self-evident imperative directive and disquiet
Strain, suspicion and curiosity
Internal conflict
Imputed interrogative, awareness, shock, and disbelief
Smooth check, information declaration
Information interrogative and curiosity
Complacent declaration and vestigial condescension
Interrogative and concern
Self-evident declaration, dismissal, assurance, and disdain
Quasi-patronizing declaration, impeding reminder, and dissatisfaction
Information declaration, referential reminder, and haughtiness
Solemn declaration, indirect caution, and hint directive
Complacent declaration, haughtiness, and apathy
Imperative directive, implied, imputed warning
Imperative directive, purposive check, implied, imputed warning, and pugnacity
Hesitancy, doubt, and closer inspection
Indifference
Awareness, befuddlement, and information interrogative
Deliberate inattention and absurd suggestion
Distrust, interest, strained patience, and resigned closer inspection
Pause and ambivalence
Awareness, surprise, and self-doubt
Assurance
Information declaration, non-specifically directed hint directive, and disbelief
Imperative directive and latent humor
Pause and closer inspection
Feigned encouragement and condescension
Awareness and surprise
Assurance and smugness
Information declaration, exclamation, and disbelief
Didactic explanation
Shock and dread
Self-evident, rhetorical interrogative
Weak acknowledgment, information declaration, and horror
Information declaration and self-assurance
Passive imperative, wishful thinking and worry
Quasi-critical declaration and impeding reminder
Self-evident declaration, fading effervescence and jadedness
Nonspecifically directed, self-assured declaration
Earnest interrogative
Stalwart declaration, exasperation, and latent bitterness
Information interrogative and vestigial disgruntlement
Calm declaration, mutual reassurance, commiseration, and hope
Awareness and curiosity
Specifically directed interrogative and wishful thinking
Apprehension-bordering discomfiture
Declaration and bittersweet humor
Sudden realization, shock, and apprehension
Patronization, affected sympathy, and imbedded threat
Punchy retort and condescending dismissal
Panic
Declaration of mild annoyance
Specifically directed, information interrogative and anxiety
Mitigating ludicrous assessment and humor
Sudden expletive and flood of annoyance
Derisive rhetorical question
Brusque imperative directive and dismissal
Conceded tolerance and mocking patience
Specifically directed interrogative and prepared deference
Facile declaration and hint directive
Information interrogative and curiosity
Nonspecifically directed imperative directive and sharp apathy
Uncertainty, internal conflict, fading confidence, and resigned concession
Specifically directed imperative directive and relentless affirmation
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Pretty much sums up all 7 months I've been here. A series of different moods and moments all merging together to create this anachronism of just what is. I didn't know if I had it in me anymore to come up with something like this.
I might break it down for everyone next week, but for now, I'll see who reads what I've written and lets hope that it inspires you all. | 
